Factory Girl

Edie Sedgwick: I went to a party once, and there was a palm reader there and when she looked at my hand, she just froze. And I said to her "I know. My lifeline is broken. I know I wont live past thirty.

昨日和解

我不知道該如何是好。

那首歌輕巧地滑進了夢裡，彈著手指我說，每次都一樣啊，然後不禁哭了起來。每次當你感受到強烈，熾熱灼燒般的嫉妒，你便損傷別人，毀壞自己。我想像命運是一場無可避免的沙風暴，我活著是為了經過，變成荒漠的內部渴求著相遇和睡眠。當然我也曾經想過，如果這一切重來，我一定還會做出差不多的事情，所謂的傾向。不是在為自己找理由，但我通常也說不出為什麼最後變成這樣了。