Friday, March 18, 2016

Explication de texte - Abendland

Abendland, or “west” in German, literally meaning “evening land”, is an implicit reference to the centrifugal Europe. The Austrian filmmaker, Nikolaus Geyrhalter, explores and focuses on one old question of how we live, in the sense of the historical idea of the West, “Abendland”. Then he extends it to two important areas: Firstly, Europe's obsession with technology and how European countries manage their own people with machinery. Secondly, Europe’s perception of security, meaning the flow of people within the union.

Geyrhalter provides an insight for the viewer about the infrastructure in Europe. He undertakes an associative journey, surveying Europe by night in terms of its many different facets. These include the service providers, bulwarks of security and exclusion, urban civilization, decadence of earthly delights, traditions, and highly developed culture. According to Michael Sicinskia, he states that Geyrhalter has a “take” on how our world works, and his films display the evidence he finds in our world to support that take.

The sole unifying theme of the film, apart from the European continent, is that all the action happens at night. According to the interview between Geyrhalter and Claus Philipp, the filmmaker recalls it was Maria Arlamovsky who developed the film with him. The team began to use “Abendland” rather than “Europe” as the working title. That decision sharpened the outline of the film immediately and inspired the method of interpreting the title in its two senses, as the West and evening land, and shooting after dark exclusively. In terms of the dramatic structure, which is the title that Geyrhalter gives to his long-time collaborator and editor Wolfgang Widerhofer, this decision also helped develop suggestive rhymes and resonances across the course of the film.

The film opens with a self-reflexive image of a surveillance camera rotating in a green field. Subsequent shots alert us to the fact that this is surveillance equipment, and that we are witnessing the night shift on border patrol. It reveals the main theme of the film straightaway. In the director’s statement, Geyrhalter describes Europe in the early 21st century as a paradise, and he mentions the idea of “Protection”. “What enables this privileged life is exclusivity, restricting the enjoyment of the benefits, and limiting participation, for the simple reason that the available resources wouldn’t be sufficient otherwise. That’s why this paradise is sealed off by an insurmountable electrified fence.”, he states. The protection is not only from the external but also the protection of the internal, which the viewers can find in the sequence of maternity clinics, hospitals, nursing homes and the suicide prevention center, Echte Aandacht. Whether the protection of the internal or the one from the external, there is a consistent theme that technology is viewed as the vehicle to help achieve that protection.

The technology that is portrayed in the film is almost omnipresent. Instead of apotheosizing it, the filmmaker sees its dualism. “Technology is shown as a highly elastic border, or semi-permeable membrane, that both separates human beings and allows them to convene,” observes Joseph Jon Lanthier in Slant. It can be said that although technology is meant to unite people, it can also have the effect of dividing individuals from one another.

Apart from the concept of protection, Geyrhalters implicitly asks another question: Who gives a group of people the right to decide how the society should work? In the sequence of the European Parliament, the French minister states, “The militarization of social life. We can also call this regimentation: the assignment of social formations to military units for the sake of regulation, control, and uniformity; the implementation of a regimen, a systematic plan designed to improve economic performance”. I believe that Geyrhalter’s contention that we must challenge the current system or institution is not radical, but merely serves to provide some insight. Another question arises: Does the European Union function as conceptually unifying as it probably should be?
The film is ingeniously structured. It is composed of a number of segments. Each segment happens at a single location or event, typically in a series of three or four individual medium-length takes. In this way, each part has a strong theme that supports and demonstrates the concept of the film. Based on Michael Sicinski’s article, A Metonymic Cinema: Nikolaus Geyrhalter’s "Abendland" and "Danube Hospital", each of these modular units is formed with a degree of autonomy; the larger film, then, is shaped through the larger structure of these single nodes of documentary information. Moreover, some segments are also symmetrically paired and the pair could be either similar or contrary. For instance, the first segment is paired with the scene at the Spanish and Moroccan border, sharing the idea of security and protection. The viewer can also find the same idea in the sequence of the refugee relocation, which echoes with the scene where the British news anchor delivers a report on the clearing of a refugee camp. Another example is the birth and the death. The third sequence where the infants are being monitored corresponds with the Dresden crematorium. From the moment that a person is born to the end of his or her life, the person is always being protected and served by technology.

Except for the pairing, each segment of the film is poetically and metaphorically connected. For example, a waitress carries a massive plate of rotisserie chicken through a beer hall in Munich Oktoberfest, then Widerhofers cuts to a team of doctors, hurrying an injured man through the double doors of a hospital. Later, the man is connected to beeping machines, from which the editor cuts to the humming and whirring of surveillance monitors in the next vignette.
The film form represents a detached point of view. Rather than dramatize, the camera restricts itself exclusively to two operations: static and tracking. It resonates with the cameras and monitors as an observer. Geyrhalter is a director who insists on observation to allow the audience to suspend immediate judgments. In Abendland, he attempts to activate the viewer, without direct exposition, to draw their own association between the collective capitalist structures and their own personal lives, encouraging the audience to take ownership of these revelations. Moreover, there is an emphasis on the use of the long take in Geyrhalter's films. According to Anna Schneider in "Slow" Documentaries: The Long Take in Contemporary Nonfiction Films, she points out that long takes function as an observational means in films that raise questions for which we have no absolute answers. Geyrhalter is not the first documentarian who applies this technique. In this case, Chantal Akerman can be viewed as his predecessor when she approached important statehood and international border issues in Là-bas and D'Est. Nevertheless, a conventional documentary usually only makes use of the long take for limited purposes. These can include objectives such as presenting uncut interviews, or to advance the film's narrative argument. A documentary that is built on the long take, on the other hand, would comprise more of the open present, in which the filmmaker shot the image.

Australian ethnographic filmmaker David MacDougall explains in an essay in the 1992-93 issue of Film Quarterly "When Less Is Less: The Long Take in Documentary," that his fellow documentarians often ignore the long take: “Filmmakers continually sacrifice footage which they know would permit a more complex understanding for the subject but which, for reason of length, the film cannot afford” (42). MacDougall says that many filmmakers recognize a sense of loss in their complete work, and he locates that loss in the often fast pacing of editing. When uncut, we retain a sense of the excitement in the contingency of everyday life: "While finished film suggests a past tense, rushes seem to unfold in the present tense of a camera running" (41). However, long takes can be seen as risky to documentary filmmakers for reasons beyond the “efficient” storytelling of the paradigmatic documentary structure. In response to that, MacDougall argues that the dead moment (le temps mort), in which nothing seems to be happening, is a forbidden topic among his filmmaking peers. He finds the origin of the taboo in a paradox of Cinema Vérite and Direct Cinema: the belief that documentary must adhere to and defend "ordinary life" while also portraying it as extra-ordinary. The long take allows the objects represented onscreen to shift in the audience member's perception from autonomous symbols to background noise and then to return to the fore. In Signs of The Time, film scholar Laura Marks suggests that nonfiction films should shake off convention and find power by creating a space between purity or sensation and symbolism. As opposed to fiction films, documentaries already often deal with real world images of raw sensation (197). Marks adds that the experimental films that adapt long takes open the genre up to new forms that contribute to the maintenance of a healthy semiotic flow of information and society.

While Abendland is mostly composed of static long takes, there are also tracking shots. The first one appears in the Oktoberfest sequence. Geyrhalter leads the audience to the center of the vortex and to the different layers of the business. For example, we see the roast chicken on a rotating rack, the robotic movement of the staff filling up beer and the kitchen after the feast. Regarding the framing, Geyrhalter prefers the medium and wide shot while occasionally including a medium-close-up, which mostly serves as an insert. In regards to the length of the shot and the pacing, if the camera works as human eyes then Abendland is a film that only blinks when necessary. The filmmaker works with a Zen-like patience and indifferent curiosity. Each time when the film blinks or breathes, it opens up spaces between ideology and the material. Besides, Geyrhalter also plays with the camera angle. In the sequence of the Pope in Vatican, there are three different angles. It starts with a slightly lower angle shot of the Pope giving a speech from the audience’s point of view, and then moves to a high angle shot of the crowd watching the Pope. The next one is an eye-level shot of the crowd, and finally the shot of the Pope leaving. The Pope is protected by numbers of the guards. The scene looks almost absurd.

While I was parsing Geyrhalter’s visual grammar, I was curious about how he prepares his camerawork. Luckily, I found my answer in the interview that is provided in the press kit on the film’s website. Geyrhalter explains that when arriving at a location he always tries to perceive the reality simultaneously as a kind of play. A stage on which reality plays out. And he believes that the image he captures should reflect that. He states, “You always sense the filmmaker, even though I’m never present. I don’t talk, we stay in the background, but the observer can still sense that someone’s there, looking through his camera at that same moment.” Furthermore, Geyrhalter states that he does not try to pretend that he is secretly filming nor that the subject is not aware they are being filmed. That’s why it all has a theatrical aspect, though the theater is placed in the reality.

Another thing that I noticed is much of the international dialogue is without subtitles, as though the filmmaker wants the audience to tune out each sequence once we have learned its general meaning. Also, there is no narration or title to inform the viewer where the proceedings are taking place. Some places are easily recognizable, such as the European Parliament, British Sky Broadcasting or Munich’s Oktoberfest. However, that does not matter much as Geyrhalter primarily shows us the common Zeitgeist of contemporary Europe. This Europe is portrayed as one nation.

In terms of Geyrhalter’s contribution to the documentary tradition, the filmmaker’s work has been understood as being part of a loose confederation of experimental documentarians and essay filmmakers who have implicitly rejected both the presumed self-evidence of the image and the godlike explanatory power of the “objective,” the unseen voiceover. Geyrhalter's film possesses a strong belief in the visual. What he tries to create is to enable a new way of seeing. While the film form that Geyrhalter chooses functions less rhetorically than the films that are from the Soviet school, his work shows a more comparative form of montage. Geyrhalter and Widerhofer draw comparisons and connections from the factual material, which could be understood as a node within a global socio-economic system, subjecting it to a camera gaze. According to Stanley Cavell in The World Viewed, he suggests that the magic of cinema arises, “Not by literally presenting us with the world, but by permitting us to view it unseen” (1979:40). Geyrhalter also mentions in the interview with Claus Philipp that he wants people to finally see these things that they know happen in the background, and which are normally blocked intentionally. He adds, “As an impetus, to provide the basis for discussion. This is where the actual film begins.” Geyrhalter reveals that European culture in our globalized, neoliberal world today is highly instructive. Michael Sicinski calls Geyrhalter’s films “metonymic cinema”. That is to say, although the perspectives that Geyrhalter deliberately presents in Abendland are just several single locales or institutions, they are intended to stand in for larger implied wholes.

Furthermore, the metaphorical narrative that Geyrhalter adopts to structure the film - namely one camera recording the other camera, seems like an ambitious mise en abyme. For example, let us examine the opening sequence where the audience watches a man hunched over a joystick controlling a camera on top of the border fence. We watch him as he watched his monitor scanning for suspicious human activity but finding only a rabbit and a patrol van performing the same labor as himself. The filmmaker positioned himself behind the ones who monitor everything. Apart from that, many sequences of the film are characterized by the omnipresence of the camera and monitor, so that the viewer is in the position of gazing upon other people who are themselves gazing upon some presented object image.

In closing, the essential theme of Abendland is presenting the portraits of various activities in different countries in nighttime Europe. However, the underlying theme is surveillance and protection. Established in the opening sequence of a remote camera, facing the audience straight while roving a border for suspicious activities and illegal trespassers. The film reveals its central theme straightaway. The decision of recording all action happens at night unified the rhythms of the film and the editor Widerhofer builds the film on a symmetric structure. In the director’s statement that’s provided on the film’s website, Geyrhalter describes Europe in the early 21st century as a paradise, where a comprehensive social safety net is in place, should it be needed. “Whoever lives in paradise must be prepared to protect it.”, He argues. Whether the protection of the internal or the one from the exitrnal, there is a consistent theme that technology is the approach to help achieve that protection. The long takes that are used in the film encourage open association, however, the spectator is encourage to pick up on specific themes. Geyrhalter and his long-time editor Widerhofer state that they do not intend to "spoon feed" information to their audience and the long takes seem to be the solution.

In this film, Geyrhalter sees the Europe as one nation rather than individual states. This concept is reconfirmed in Claus Philipp’s About the Unjustment of Being Born. He compares Abendland with the British novelist John Berger’s Once in Europa, which examines the unjustness of being born into certain conditions. He says, “ A similar motivation may have driven Nikolaus Geyrhalter and the resolute gaze he directs at present-day life in this unjust Europe: a love of humanity that grows stronger through distance.”.

Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Interview with Woody Allen on NRP

Full Interview here
Q: You wouldn't consider yourself crazy?

Allen: No, no. My problem is that I'm middle-class. If I was crazy I might be better. That probably accounts for my output. I lead a very sensible life: I get up in the morning, I work, I get the kids off to school, do the treadmill, play the clarinet, take a walk with my wife. It's usually the same walk every day. If I were crazy, it would help. If I shrieked on the set and demanded, it may be better, but I don't. I say, "Good enough!" It's a middle-class quality, which does make for productivity.

真是講到心坎裡,完全我的寫照。

Monday, April 6, 2015

Close Analysis of Steve McQueen's Hunger



March 16th, 2015.
Wei Lee

In terms of mise-en-scene, the director Steve McQueen applies a realistic style to this film. Firstly, I would like to discuss the lighting. Although we would imagine there must be plenty of artificial lights in an airtight place as HM Prison Maze, the filmmaker chose natural lights over the artificial, which brings out a realistic style. In the 17-minute long take of the conversation between Bobby Sands and the priest (45.35-1.09.55), the sunlight pours in from the window on the top of the wall and becomes a natural backlighting. In regards to the camera framing, McQueen did not adopt shot reverse shot for this act, which most mainstream films would embrace for the purpose of continuity editing. Instead, the two characters are in a wide-angle shot, and the camera becomes the third person as a witness of this debate, sitting right next to them. In this case, this technique creates an incredible tension between the two characters and because it is a static single long take, the viewers are able to pay close attention to the dialogue. I contend the classical shot reverse shot would be totally unnecessary for this scene. If the dialogue of screenplay is meaningful and has substance, a long take does not bore the audience. The Average Shot Length of this film is 11.1 seconds per shot, which is noticeably longer than a regular feature film. The pacing is generally slow. And from the overall film and the 17-minute long take I mentioned previously, we could see McQueen is not a filmmaker that likes assembling brief shots into a montage. Nonetheless, the ASL of the scene I chose to do the shot-by-shot analysis is only 2.21 seconds per shot (37.00- 37.55), and it is the turning point of the the story. Why is there such a dramatic transition in this scene? Firstly, this scene functions as an introduction in the whole riot segment. And secondly, I believe McQueen changes the pacing of this segment in order to build contrast and make it stand out from other segments. However, the pacing is not the only technique that McQueen plays with. In this scene, McQueen only shows the riot in the cell but not the prison guard's response to it. Instead he put two insert shots of the empty hallway. The fear of human beings is often originated from our own imagination. Therefore, the viewer perceives that something is going to happen without necessarily seeing what is happening on the other side.

Subsequently, the overall choice of the camera lens is less noticeable and the framing is fairly neutral. For instance, most of the close-ups are used when there is a detail that needs to draw the audience's attention, or when the IRA prisoners are looking outside of the window in the second segment. McQueen also adopts close-up shots of details in the first segment to portray the prison guard and his daily routine. Surely, Steve McQueen tried not to overly expose the emotion of each character. Another example is the scene of the riot officer where the young armed police is weeping on the other side of the wall while his comrades are beating the prisoners (43.05-43.18). It starts with a relatively simple medium close-up which last for 4 seconds and then cuts to a 9-second medium shot. In addition, the camera angle constantly shifts between high and low angles depending on the subject. The camera angle certainly represents the director's perspective. In the scene of the forced haircut and shower, the camera is always positioned in a high angle when Bobby Sands in the shot, conversely, the viewers see the prison guards from a low angle through the camera. Aside from that, let us examine the depth of field of this film. I believe there is not a marked preference for staging in depth or shallow depth compositions, nevertheless I noticed that McQueen employs a deep focus for the last shot of the film (1.30.31-1.31.28). I thought it would be a static shot and then cut to another one, surprisingly when two prison guards pushing the car that has Bobby Sands' body on it to almost in front of the camera, the camera pans to the right and follows the guards walking to the outside. Then the camera maintains the same position, observing the whole process from a distance. After Bobby Sands' death, the camera steps back to a straight and wide-angle position.

There is always a reason behind Steve McQueen's choices of camera movement. Following the scene of the riot in HM Prison Maze, it is the arrival of the armed police. From the moment that the riot officers start beating the IRA prisoners (40.48-42.49), I noticed that the camera switches from a static composition to a mobile frame. It is a 2-minute handheld take and the camera is constantly moving, following one prisoner to another. This choice brings a vivid and chaotic feeling to the viewers and it is emotionally very powerful, as if we are in the riot as well. It is also the first time the camera captures this incident and becomes more expressive. The framing of this sequence contains all wide-angle, medium and close-up shots. Regarding the film's audio-visual relations, the dialogue is mostly truncated except for the conversation between Bobby Sands and the priest. Nonetheless, I would like to point out the two inserted speeches of Margaret Thatcher in the film, which is a significant use of non-diegetic sounds. The first part goes “There is no such thing as political murder, political bombing or political violence. There is only criminal murder, criminal bombing and criminal violence. We will not compromise on this. There will be no political status” (9:24-9:42) , and the second part “Faced with the failure of their discredited cause, the men of violence have chosen in recent months to play what may well be their last card. They have turned their violence against themselves through the prison hunger strike to death. They seek to work on the most basic of human emotions—pity—as a means of creating tension and stoking the fires of bitterness and hatred.”(1:12:54-1:13:25) While the film remains disconnected from the larger political situation, focusing on the specific living conditions of those imprisoned in the Maze, these are the only two times that the audiences learn responses from outside of the world. Through the whole film, we do not see any images of Margaret Thatcher or the British government, only the voice vibrating in the ghastly prison and the guards mercilessly executing their mission as an embodiment of inhumanness.

Hunger follows the principles of mainstream editing, and it does maintain continuous and clear narrative action. The film starts with this following structure: we are introduced to a middle- class, middle-aged man. We learn after that he’s a prison guard at the Maze, and see him isolated from his colleagues, seemingly emotionally wounded by his job. There is basically no dialogue in the first act. Then the film’s perspective shifts to the side of the prisoners, where it will rest for the remainder of the film until the death of Bobby Sands. Here comes a new prisoner who refuses to wear the prison uniform. We then get glimpses of what life is like for prisoners in the Maze. Following the previous act, this is all presented with very limited narrative or character development. We merely observe the prisoners in action.

Why McQueen chose to interpret this film in a realistic fashion? I believe we can sense it simply by looking at the title of the film. First of all, the film is not called “Bobby Sands” as it may be if it is an biographical film. And indeed is it not. There is no myth nor exaggerated emotion in this piece. Many believe it is not a conventional plot to draw us from beginning to end. Nevertheless, McQueen uses this techniques that enable Hunger to surpass the limits of traditional cinema, which is he lets the image tell the story instead of giving a verbal explanation, allowing an emphasis on one element. The viewers are forced to concentrate on every detail in each scene. McQueen refuses to let the formalist get narratively comfortable. By taking such a harsh attitude, Hunger also shows that traditional films, especially Hollywood films, seem to believe that audiences will not be able to comprehend if the exposition is not presented in an extremely obvious way. The result not only disrespects the audience, but more insults the film’s intelligence. Sadly, more and more people treat film merely a tool of storytelling but not an art form.

What relation does the filmmaker hope us to have with the characters? Are we asked to identify with characters or to share their experiences? In narrative terms, McQueen holds an objective perspective and our access to story information is restricted. In this film, we are merely an observer who walks through the story with the characters, following the Director's mise-en-scene. The story of Hunger concerns the fierce battle between the Irish Republican Army and the British government. Steve McQueen is not trying to have his audience choose one side from the other. And the film is not necessarily about the rights and wrongs of the British in Northern Ireland, but about inhumane prison conditions, and the conflict between the adamant determination of IRA members and the refusal of the British government that was led by Margaret Thatcher. There is hardly a sentence in the film about Irish history or politics, the ideology involved is not even mentioned in the long dialogue scene. In fact, for an audience like me who did not know much about the history of this period, I did a background research after watching the first 30 minutes of the film. Another obscure concern of this film is the disagreement between the priest and Bobby Sands. The priest discusses the hunger strike entirely in terms of its utility and futility, never once mentions suicide as a sin. In opposition, Sands believes starvation to death will have an impact. The priest foresees that if this action does, Sands will sacrifice himself in the end. Certainly, Sand's willingness to die reflects his inveterate beliefs as an Irish Republican, yet Sands' death is shown in an illustration of increasing bleakness. Looking back in history, did the hunger strike eventually achieve its goal? After the number of victims climbed to 10, the Thatcher government finally compromised and granted the prisoners political recognition, although Thatcher never said so out loud. Today there is peace in Northern Ireland, but the island nation is still divided. And Bobby Sands remains dead.

Thursday, March 12, 2015

Bolex 16mm Short Film Project #1

*可切換到1080p HD

自省

我是真心覺得Bolex 16mm的這個作業很困難,至少對我來說。因為底片很貴,一卷2分50秒就要60塊美金,每分每秒都要計較。在前製的時候我連一個take究竟要多長也難以決定 (通常這種事都是等剪接的時候才想,實在是太偷懶了),加上最近看了幾部一樣是16釐米的實驗電影,我才意識到自己究竟有多習慣電影作為一種敘事的媒介而不是一種藝術形式。深刻的反省中。

Lumière & Co. - Theodoros Angelopoulos



Feb 2nd, 2015
Wei Lee

Inviting forty-one international filmmakers to create a short film using the same equipment used by the Lumière brothers is a wonderful idea to celebrate the first centenary of cinema. It is interesting to see how these great directors work within the limitations imposed by the film’s producers, although some of them like David Lynch seemingly broke the rule on purpose. As technology advances, obviously the way how people make and view films dramatically changes. I was reminded of the iPhone commercial parody in 2008 where David Lynch gives his opinion on the immersive movie experience that phones provide. Nevertheless, comparing to the great majority of filmmaking are digitized today, I found these pieces made by the original Lumière Brothers' hand-cranked cameras are more meaningful and entertaining than digital cinema.

The film that interests me is the piece made by the Greek film director Theodoros Angelopoulos, who films a scene from Homer's Odyssey and plays Ulysses himself. Showing a title card in the beginning, Ulysses ponders: "I am lost! In which foreign place have I landed? (Je suis perdu! Dans quelle terre entrangère suis-je encore arrivé?)". Intertitles were a mainstay of most early films. The first time when I watched this segment, I felt it was very natural that Angelopoulos applied this tradition. Nonetheless, later I thought about it more I figured the reason why Angelopoulos adopted title in this piece might have multiple meanings. Angelopoulos not only applies the tradition of silent film and theater, but also uses titles to distinguishes an act of a film, as titles are mostly used to supply an epigraph in modern days.

In addition, this segment reminded me of Angelopoulos' Ulysses' Gaze, which was also made in 1995. I believe the piece from Lumière and Company works as a continuity of Ulysses' Gaze. Without a doubt, Angelopoulos made a fundamental connection between the ancient epic poem and the cinema by actually putting in on film. Moreover, like other filmmakers in Lumière and Company that had people staring into the camera, Angelopoulos also had Ulysses notice the the existence of camera, which hacks back to 100 years ago when people were not familiar with movie cameras. Angelopoulos chose a particular moment in the Odyssey, that of Ulysses' awakening on the shore of Ithaca after his return. Ulysses wakes up on a beach, looking around without realizing where he is, and then walks toward the camera. This time, Ulysses has landed in the foreign land of cinema.
The way how Angelopoulos filmed this piece is also similar to the theater. There is only one take without any camera movements or special angle. Some people argues that Greek myth that doesn't really work on such a limited canvas, but I contend that making a longer piece to interpret a metaphor is completely unnecessary.

Friday, December 26, 2014

作品集

我的網站上線了!雖然很多人可能已經從Facebook看到消息。未來的作品會持續在網站上更新,內心的各種垃圾話還是會寫在部落格。

來玩:
https://weilee.squarespace.com/

Sunday, November 23, 2014

[存檔] 導演語錄

廣告影片是一項商業活動,但當然又不僅止於此。除了商業目的,廣告影片大量收編了戲劇藝術、影像藝術、文學、音樂、舞蹈、心理學、社會生活實況、社會事件和問題、全球化或地方化,成為它的體裁。焦慮的人多半對此感到擔憂,他們擔心所有這些正派的體裁都被收編,變成商業牟利的工具。但我願樂觀地相信,正是這種收編,才使得這些亟待關注的體裁,能借重早已無所不在的商業活動,得到更廣泛的傳播、交流、磨擦、衝撞。透過廣告影片,我們這個儼然就要失去歷史感的荒謬年代,彷彿得到了某種獨特的記載文法--每一部廣告影片,都像是這個荒謬年代最風騷的歷史文本。 - 羅景壬, 2012

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

近況報告

忙裡偷閒記錄一下近況跟內心劇場裡的廢話,有空再整理成完整的文章。

  1. 雖然非常喜歡敝校理論跟實作並進的課程,但真的開始之後不得不說實在豪累啊。開學第一天院長致詞時,給我們的九字琛言為“批判思考,永保創造力”。從此之後這句話遍地開花在每個老師寄來的email裡。他們從來不說"Have a nice week",而是"Have a productive/ creative week!"。有時候壓力也是滿大的。
  2. 加入了學校成立的影像記錄團隊Red Dog Productions,當初不管人家有沒有徵人便一股腦的把履歷寄去,沒想到很快就得到了面試跟工作機會。現在還是覺得很幸運。
  3. 因為念媒體理論的關係,最近每天都在跟結構主義的Ferdinand de Saussure, Roland Barthes, Claude Levi-Strauss等一票人物在腦海裡奮鬥。邊讀邊覺得這些人的智商一定比我還高兩百倍(覺得敗北)。但結構主義很有趣啦,期末論文應該會想往這塊發展。
  4. 紐約的公共建設永遠背叛你的期望。

Monday, June 9, 2014

絕美之城 La Grande Belleza

義大利國寶級攝影師Luca Bigazzi操刀的電影絕美之城(La Grande Belleza),上一次看他的掌鏡的電影已經是四年前阿巴斯和朱麗葉畢諾許合作的愛情對白(Certified Copy)。怎麼想都還像是昨天的事情,大概是開始某種初老的症狀。

絕美之城是給羅馬的情書,是生活的甜蜜(La Dolce Vita)的最終篇,是寫給我們這些害怕長大的人的末世預言,以最優雅瀟灑、深陷其中卻不至滅頂的姿態批判上流/現代生活。偉大的城市大概都像這樣,想搬卻永遠搬不走。Lou Reed生前嚷著要搬離紐約一講講了四十多年才終於做好準備,最終仍長眠於他又愛又恨的紐約。


故事的主角傑普在羅馬城裡尋找他畢生渴求的絕世之美,一晚他在深夜的街上遊蕩時遇上了一名金髮的婦人,回眸一看竟然是戲裡扮演自己的芬妮亞當(Fanny Ardant)。一襲黑色洋裝的她年華已逝、美得令人炫目,無保留地微笑。差這麼一點點,連我都覺得這就是了。傑普定睛看著芬妮卻笑了出來,並用法文說"Bonne nuit, Mme Fanny."。兩人分手消失在羅馬的夜幕裡。抓住偉大的瞬間。

Friday, April 18, 2014

First pair of pointe shoes


對我來說人生就是一條長遠的河流,不該有什麼升級或進階之類的想法。但得到人生中第一雙芭蕾硬鞋,大學時候熱音社學長們喜歡講的"人生進階了(還要搭配流淚的表情符號)",突然靈光一閃地闖進腦海裡。沒有比這個更好的比喻了啦╰(〒皿〒)╯

Sunday, February 2, 2014

從今我們只能在電影裡相見




在我比現在年紀更輕一點的時候,身而為人最大的課題是身邊的人來來去去,大家都在面對成長之痛,必須接受這世界沒有亙古不變的事情。到了最近這幾年,接著的是認識的長輩、喜愛的藝術家一個接一個的傷逝。

Philip Seymour Hoffman畢業自NYU Tisch,出道於1991年,才華洋溢,演過那麼多好作品,同樣把自己獻給毒品和厄運。從以前就知道他嗑藥,我還曾經因為他的一條新聞哈哈大笑(傳出PSH在演某個大片前幾天被警察抓到用藥,開拍當天卻奇蹟似、意氣風發地準時抵達片場)。

再見了Philip Seymour Hoffman,從今我們只能在電影裡相見。

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Goodbye, Lou. Goodbye.


*來讀Lou Reed的故事
Lou Reed就這樣在萬聖節前夕走了。之前有耳聞過他接受完肝臟移植手術(可能跟年輕時是隻弔兒啷當的大毒蟲有關),但我真的一直以為Lou會一直出專輯跌破大家眼鏡到90歲。離90歲還有19年啊路。

樂迷、樂評或大明星也好,大家紛紛都在網路世界留下對路瑞德的不捨。其中我最喜歡Morrissey寫的悼詞。感情真摯,又句句切中我的心聲。路,為什麼這樣子離開我們了?

直到今天我還是不敢相信他走了。

'Oh Lou / why did you leave us this way?'
No words to express the sadness at the death of Lou Reed. He had been there all of my life. He will always be pressed to my heart. Thank God for those, like Lou, who move within their own laws, otherwise imagine how dull the world would be. I knew the Lou of recent years and he was always full of good heart. His music will outlive time itself.
We are all timebound, but today, with the loss of liberating Lou, life is a pigsty.

- Morrissey

來源:http://true-to-you.net/morrissey_news_131027_01

Friday, October 11, 2013

兩年前的日記

我覺得最可怕的是我們這個世代的年輕人的普世價值,我一直在想這就是問題的根本,當擁有智慧型手機,穿什麼樣的衣服去什麼樣的餐廳,出去玩的時候可以打卡,大學生翹課跑活動,這一切在他們心目中勝過那些無形的,內省的價值時,我真的很懷疑我們的時代究竟可以留下什麼? 2011.12.19

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

寫作的好去處


若想要伏案寫作,我通常會窩到淀屋橋(よどやばし)附近的MJB Café。淀屋橋是大阪市的商業金融中心,銀行、市政府、市立圖書館和各種公家機關都蓋那一帶,林立著從明治時代就豎立在那的建築物,和烏溜溜的河水土佐川。雖然地理位置不是我選擇藏身之處的首要條件,但我的確不會選擇鬧哄哄的難波或心齋橋一帶,或是文青們愛去的中崎町,太做作了讓人渾身不自在。

總之,我喜歡MJB Café 只是因為這是一間位在地下室的咖啡廳,是座隱秘的洞穴。店內的裝潢像是日本作家城山三郎的小說“官僚たちの夏” (譯:官僚們的夏天) 裡會出現的,二次戰後昭和時代官僚們開會的會議室。所有的裝潢以深色的核桃木完成,搭配鵝黃色的玻璃燈罩,十足的日式喫茶風格。門口還有免費的火柴可以拿,我都帶回家點蠟燭。

又或者,我喜歡去北花田AEON Mall裡的星巴克。郊區購物中心的星巴克空曠、安靜、採光又好,除了咖啡豆的來源不太道德,這裡也是個理想的寫作之處。

上個禮拜為了寫申請研究所要用,長達6頁的自傳,在大阪美國村(アメ村)裡發現了一家咖啡/ 食堂/ 晚上是酒吧的藝廊,名字叫做digmeout ART & DINER,有點酷。下午時分拐進去的時候店內居然還有DJ台播送音樂。我把筆電帶在身上,一屁股坐下晃眼就是好幾個小時,咖啡的味道其實普通而已但實在太喜歡那裡的氣氛,目前店內正在展出日本平面設計師永井博的作品展。雖然買不起畫作,但用一杯咖啡的錢換來被好東西圍繞著工作的幾個小時也是挺不錯的。

*再放一次連結 (點擊即可):
MJB Cafe
digmeout ART & DINER

Thursday, July 18, 2013

抓住偉大的瞬間 - Annie Hall


前加拿大CBC影評兼作家大衛吉爾摩(David Gilmour)父子影癡俱樂部(The Film Club),一直是我床前的常駐書之一。內容記敘吉爾摩答應讓15歲的兒子休學,不用出去工作甚至可以每天睡到下午三點,前提是每個禮拜必須跟著他看三部片,內容當然由老爸決定。我喜歡作者用簡單而洗練的文字描述父子間的互動,和每次放電影前有趣的情節提要(要在三到五句話間引起一個熱愛嘻哈音樂的青少年對電影的興趣絕對不是什麼簡單的事)。

書的中後段,吉爾摩發明了一個叫做“抓住偉大的瞬間”的遊戲。簡單來說就是在整部電影間你特別有感覺,我會說充滿魔力的一刻。今天下午重看安妮霍爾(Annie Hall)時,突然想起了這個遊戲。吉爾摩當初選的是安妮在酒吧裡唱歌,雖然擔心但仍充滿信心的初登場,安妮霍爾自我完結的一刻。

但這個遊戲若由我來玩的話,我應該會選安妮在網球場外和艾維交談,有些跼促不安地說了"La de da"的那一幕。黛安基頓在這裡的表演極好,自然地流露出跟人初相識時那種緊張、不確定,卻又想抓住對方的心的感覺,安妮霍爾的角色性格也幾乎在這一幕就定義完成。她明明演的是一個不自在的角色,但一切又都看起來那麼自然。我所有的心神都被她吸了過去。

總之,下次看電影時大概還會繼續這個遊戲,除非那部電影毫無魔力可言。

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

大概長大之後,明白真正的好東西其實不多吧。


大概15還是16歲的時候第一次讀村上春樹的<<舞·舞·舞>>,不太確定是哪一年,但確定是我讀他的第二本書,因為第一本是海邊的卡夫卡。都是從外婆家阿姨的書櫃裡翻出來的。

記得其中有一段,在下著大雪的札幌開車團團轉的主角對13歲的女孩子說,年輕的時候也曾經很熱心地每天抱著收音機或唱機聽搖滾樂。於是女孩子問他,為什麼現在不再那麼熱心地聽了呢?主角說,大概是長大之後,明白真正的好東西其實不多吧。

自從搬到日本,因為上電影院看電影很貴(大概要台幣三四百塊),所以把很多以前看過的電影通通又挖出來看一次。突然有點明白了當初書裡的那句話。

圖片出處:La Dolce Vita, 1960, Federico Fellini [最後一幕]

Friday, July 5, 2013

小抱怨

Really hope I will update things going on in my life on this blog more and more often. I really don't like that whenever I post something on Facebook, some family member or relatives will comment on my post by their boring or inappropriate joke which always makes me speechless and feel pathetic for them. Sometimes they click like for my post but they don't even know what the post talks about. The point is that they think they know me, but in fact, the person they know is only the sum of the girl who they meet 3 times a year and less than 5 hours each time.

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Loulou de la Falaise


在Alexa Chung從我一個人的It girl 變成所有人的It girl之後(連看到It girl這個字都讓人覺得厭煩),決定尋找別個能引起我裝扮興趣的女孩子。囉嗦老頭般如我選了Loulou de la falaise

現在的女孩子不是妝太過完美、腿細得沒有線條、肢體僵硬,就是笑容太不自然。相對地,La Falaise 開放的面部表情,古怪卻討喜的風格,天生就是個模特兒。母親Maxime de la Falaise曾在義大利設計師Elsa Schiaparelli底下擔任模特,父親則是法國貴族。在寄宿學校讀書的時候曾因為不羈的個性被開除兩次。1960年代搬到紐約城,也是在那裡結識了Yve Saint Laurent,並最終成為他的繆思。

*更多照片在此

Thursday, May 23, 2013

把討厭的事情發揚光大

認真的把這個我痛恨的夜晚記下來。

每次我生這些大人的氣都讓我覺得自己只有12歲大,但我寧可幼稚地跟12歲大的孩子一樣也不願意變成那樣的大人。

回家後沒多久我就馬上和毛毛躲進房間了,連飯都不願意和他們一起吃。我本來就不喜歡這種一回家就看到陌生人的感覺。儘管我現在暫時性地寄人籬下,居然也沒有人告訴我這些人的來歷(雖然我沒多久後就自己推斷出來)。

她們是一群美術系畢業的大人,在那個出國唸書還很稀奇的年代分別都在美洲或歐洲待了幾年,然後回台灣任教職,結婚、築巢、養育孩子、注重養生。用文茜世界週報式的口吻彼此互相緬懷著那些浪跡天涯的歲月。Sophisticated, snobbism, 紐約、倫敦、柏林、巴黎第11區,各式的英法文字眼、城市名字夾雜在他們的對話中。

情境一:法國文化就是極端精緻的表現,像是那些美麗的花布襯衫,你可以在店裡面逛上一整天永遠也無法決定就定要買哪一件。

情境二:我不喜歡紐約,城市步調那麼快,永遠都在趕著去哪裡根本什麼都看不到。真不懂xx怎麼可以在那裡待這麼久?

躲在房間裡的我忍不住發難,外面大人好無聊喔。在旁打電動的兩個小鬼頭點點頭附和。然後其中一個媽媽發現我沒有給她的小孩夾魚肉(因為餐桌坐不下,我負責配菜給小孩子帶到房間吃)。我知道我沒有夾,因為我知道他不喜歡魚,也許平常的我會很雞婆的夾上一點,但今晚我真的很不高興。不喜歡的東西勉強他吃,我幹嘛要他恨我。基於某種幼稚的報復的心態我沒有夾。

大人們聽爵士樂、吃鱸魚、吃馬鈴薯香蕉泥、喝濃濃的黑咖啡,在晚上9點小孩子該上床睡覺的時刻,他們連回家作業都還沒有檢查,就任憑他們在旁邊玩暴力電玩。

噢對了,居然也有討論到我的時刻耶。當我去到廚房煮自己要喝的咖啡(因為他們沒有煮我的份),大人們忍不住盯著我瞧,然後說,她真像你們家那邊的人(什麼廢話)。我的一個家人回答,"對呀她是像她奶奶,很注重形象"。

氣得我鎖在房間一整晚,把音樂切到最大聲一邊整理衣櫃。直到晚上11點才步出房門。